Saturday 17 November 2018
Thursday 15 November 2018
Tuesday 13 November 2018
Monday 12 November 2018
Sunday 11 November 2018
Saturday 10 November 2018
Friday 9 November 2018
Thursday 8 November 2018
Wednesday 7 November 2018
Tuesday 6 November 2018
Monday 5 November 2018
Sunday 4 November 2018
Saturday 3 November 2018
Friday 2 November 2018
Thursday 1 November 2018
Wednesday 31 October 2018
Tuesday 30 October 2018
Monday 29 October 2018
Sunday 28 October 2018
Saturday 27 October 2018
Friday 26 October 2018
Thursday 25 October 2018
Wednesday 24 October 2018
GLOW
Soft glow
Light shines through the window pane
I have forgotten what it is to swim
Or dance freely in the rain
Tell me if I made you smile
Or ever made you forget your pain
Tell me I am not quite as worthless
As others would complain
Goodbye family, goodbye to you
I'll see you on another plane
For now you hate me and how could I blame you
For things I can't explain
Light shines through the window pane
I have forgotten what it is to swim
Or dance freely in the rain
Tell me if I made you smile
Or ever made you forget your pain
Tell me I am not quite as worthless
As others would complain
Goodbye family, goodbye to you
I'll see you on another plane
For now you hate me and how could I blame you
For things I can't explain
Tuesday 23 October 2018
Monday 22 October 2018
Sunday 21 October 2018
Saturday 20 October 2018
Thursday 4 October 2018
Tuesday 4 September 2018
Sunday 2 September 2018
Monday 20 August 2018
Wednesday 15 August 2018
KARMA
Come talk to me, come tell me
How karma takes a hand
Though my suffering was plenty
The universe will take a stand
Even though I shed so many tears
None of it was right
I was building up karma points all those years
That would even out my plight
All I see is a suburban house
Fine automobiles outside
The Grim Reaper nowhere, that louse
He has taken another soul to ride
So forgive me when your karma
Does nothing for my pain
It does not heal trauma
I have nothing left to gain
Tanya Mills
How karma takes a hand
Though my suffering was plenty
The universe will take a stand
Even though I shed so many tears
None of it was right
I was building up karma points all those years
That would even out my plight
All I see is a suburban house
Fine automobiles outside
The Grim Reaper nowhere, that louse
He has taken another soul to ride
So forgive me when your karma
Does nothing for my pain
It does not heal trauma
I have nothing left to gain
Tanya Mills
Thursday 2 August 2018
Wednesday 1 August 2018
Tuesday 31 July 2018
Monday 30 July 2018
Sunday 29 July 2018
Saturday 28 July 2018
Friday 27 July 2018
Wednesday 25 July 2018
Monday 23 July 2018
Sunday 22 July 2018
Thursday 19 July 2018
Wednesday 18 July 2018
Tuesday 17 July 2018
Monday 16 July 2018
Sunday 15 July 2018
Saturday 14 July 2018
Friday 13 July 2018
Thursday 12 July 2018
Wednesday 11 July 2018
Tuesday 10 July 2018
Monday 9 July 2018
Sunday 8 July 2018
Saturday 7 July 2018
Friday 6 July 2018
Thursday 5 July 2018
Tuesday 3 July 2018
Monday 2 July 2018
Sunday 1 July 2018
Saturday 30 June 2018
Friday 29 June 2018
Thursday 28 June 2018
Wednesday 27 June 2018
Tuesday 26 June 2018
Monday 25 June 2018
Sunday 24 June 2018
Saturday 23 June 2018
Friday 22 June 2018
Thursday 21 June 2018
Wednesday 20 June 2018
Tuesday 19 June 2018
Monday 18 June 2018
Sunday 17 June 2018
Saturday 16 June 2018
Friday 15 June 2018
Thursday 14 June 2018
Wednesday 13 June 2018
Tuesday 12 June 2018
Monday 11 June 2018
Sunday 10 June 2018
Saturday 9 June 2018
Friday 8 June 2018
Thursday 7 June 2018
Wednesday 6 June 2018
Tuesday 5 June 2018
Monday 4 June 2018
Sunday 3 June 2018
VULNERABILITY
Vulnerability comes in waves
My arms ache for what my heart craves
Wanting to know that love can be real
That emptiness is not all you can feel
I reach out my arms to give you a hug
The sand of time run between us, all you do is shrug
Is this all you wanted, this moment in time?
I understood your rhythm, then gone went the rhyme
Now I am left clueless, not knowing what to do
I was never the one you were to stick to like glue
Don't worry about me, I will move on
And I know I will be sad when you're gone
But this is just destiny, the luck of the draw
I was easy to fool - vulnerability was all you saw
Tanya Mills
My arms ache for what my heart craves
Wanting to know that love can be real
That emptiness is not all you can feel
I reach out my arms to give you a hug
The sand of time run between us, all you do is shrug
Is this all you wanted, this moment in time?
I understood your rhythm, then gone went the rhyme
Now I am left clueless, not knowing what to do
I was never the one you were to stick to like glue
Don't worry about me, I will move on
And I know I will be sad when you're gone
But this is just destiny, the luck of the draw
I was easy to fool - vulnerability was all you saw
Tanya Mills
Saturday 2 June 2018
Friday 1 June 2018
ROPE
Frazzled rope I need to hold
Through blistering heat and biting cold
I have nothing up my sleeve
I mouth the words "oh please don't leave"
Frazzled rope I am so scared
When you break I am not prepared
I know I am not good enough
To deal with all the painful stuff
Frazzled rope this is my cry
Take me up into the sky
Do not leave me alone down here
This would be my greatest fear
Tanya Mills
Through blistering heat and biting cold
I have nothing up my sleeve
I mouth the words "oh please don't leave"
Frazzled rope I am so scared
When you break I am not prepared
I know I am not good enough
To deal with all the painful stuff
Frazzled rope this is my cry
Take me up into the sky
Do not leave me alone down here
This would be my greatest fear
Tanya Mills
Thursday 31 May 2018
Wednesday 30 May 2018
Tuesday 29 May 2018
Sunday 27 May 2018
Saturday 26 May 2018
Friday 25 May 2018
AURELIAN
I need to tell you what happened
Something you might need to know
Above all else I try smiling
Years ago you told me to do so
Through the fog I search for the reason
Just trying to make sense of this mess
All I can see is the hidden anguish
Lost in these streets of fog, no less
Invite you in so you can see me
My shattered and broken soul
Hoping that by the end of the chapter
I found a way to once again be whole
~ Tanya Mills
Something you might need to know
Above all else I try smiling
Years ago you told me to do so
Through the fog I search for the reason
Just trying to make sense of this mess
All I can see is the hidden anguish
Lost in these streets of fog, no less
Invite you in so you can see me
My shattered and broken soul
Hoping that by the end of the chapter
I found a way to once again be whole
~ Tanya Mills
Thursday 24 May 2018
Wednesday 23 May 2018
Tuesday 22 May 2018
Monday 21 May 2018
Saturday 19 May 2018
Friday 18 May 2018
Thursday 17 May 2018
Wednesday 16 May 2018
Tuesday 15 May 2018
Monday 14 May 2018
Sunday 13 May 2018
Saturday 12 May 2018
Friday 11 May 2018
LIES
They said everything out of her mouth is a lie
Don't believe the words, the tears that she cries
It's all just a ruse, a rotten old fake
She's just trying to get attention for her own sake
Nothing ever happened to make her feel sad
Certainly nothing to say why she's mad
We all have trouble with parents, it's true
Trouble with one, more so if it's two
There's nothing wrong with the situation she had
If anything, she should be really glad
A lovely house in which to retreat
Three squares a day, more than enough to eat
Don't bother looking at the pain in her eyes
That's just another part of those gargantuan lies
Tanya Mills
Don't believe the words, the tears that she cries
It's all just a ruse, a rotten old fake
She's just trying to get attention for her own sake
Nothing ever happened to make her feel sad
Certainly nothing to say why she's mad
We all have trouble with parents, it's true
Trouble with one, more so if it's two
There's nothing wrong with the situation she had
If anything, she should be really glad
A lovely house in which to retreat
Three squares a day, more than enough to eat
Don't bother looking at the pain in her eyes
That's just another part of those gargantuan lies
Tanya Mills
Thursday 10 May 2018
Wednesday 9 May 2018
Tuesday 8 May 2018
Monday 7 May 2018
Sunday 6 May 2018
Saturday 5 May 2018
LEFT BEHIND A Poem
Running running after you
Yet always left behind
I know you don't do it to hurt me
Or even to be unkind
It's just that I'm not important enough
To turn back for a cursory glance
I'm always available when you need me
So we continue to do this dance
Running running after you
I have tried to make you see
When you settle for less than what you're worth
That's what you do to me
Running running after you
Forgot to stop and look
At the sadness creeping inside of me
This poem was all it took
Tanya Mills
Yet always left behind
I know you don't do it to hurt me
Or even to be unkind
It's just that I'm not important enough
To turn back for a cursory glance
I'm always available when you need me
So we continue to do this dance
Running running after you
I have tried to make you see
When you settle for less than what you're worth
That's what you do to me
Running running after you
Forgot to stop and look
At the sadness creeping inside of me
This poem was all it took
Tanya Mills
Friday 4 May 2018
Thursday 3 May 2018
Wednesday 2 May 2018
Tuesday 1 May 2018
Monday 30 April 2018
Sunday 29 April 2018
Saturday 28 April 2018
Friday 27 April 2018
Thursday 26 April 2018
Wednesday 25 April 2018
Tuesday 24 April 2018
Monday 23 April 2018
Sunday 22 April 2018
Saturday 21 April 2018
Friday 20 April 2018
Saturday 14 April 2018
Friday 13 April 2018
Thursday 12 April 2018
Wednesday 11 April 2018
Tuesday 10 April 2018
Monday 9 April 2018
Sunday 8 April 2018
Saturday 7 April 2018
Friday 6 April 2018
Thursday 5 April 2018
Wednesday 4 April 2018
Tuesday 3 April 2018
Monday 2 April 2018
Sunday 1 April 2018
Saturday 31 March 2018
Friday 30 March 2018
Thursday 29 March 2018
Wednesday 28 March 2018
Tuesday 27 March 2018
Monday 26 March 2018
Sunday 25 March 2018
Saturday 24 March 2018
Friday 23 March 2018
Thursday 22 March 2018
Wednesday 21 March 2018
Tuesday 20 March 2018
Monday 19 March 2018
Sunday 18 March 2018
Saturday 17 March 2018
Friday 16 March 2018
Thursday 15 March 2018
Wednesday 14 March 2018
Tuesday 13 March 2018
Monday 12 March 2018
Sunday 11 March 2018
Saturday 10 March 2018
Friday 9 March 2018
Thursday 8 March 2018
Wednesday 7 March 2018
Tuesday 6 March 2018
Monday 5 March 2018
Sunday 4 March 2018
Saturday 3 March 2018
Friday 2 March 2018
Thursday 1 March 2018
Wednesday 28 February 2018
Tuesday 27 February 2018
Monday 26 February 2018
Sunday 25 February 2018
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Friday 16 February 2018
Thursday 15 February 2018
Wednesday 14 February 2018
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Sunday 11 February 2018
Saturday 10 February 2018
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Thursday 8 February 2018
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